I have only been in California for 3 1/2 months, but it is time to return to Texas. My marriage of 26years has ended today. I am devastated and scared. My mind just spins and spins and I don't want to think about everything that is going on... so I have discovered that I can go power-walking and play loud music through my headphones on my iPhone and it helps me to not think. Gives me an hour break from the pain and emotions of my crumbling life.
Today I weighed 268lbs.